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Friday, December 29, 2006

boo! reached home not long.. hmm.. this few days feeling not very good.. PROBLEMs with frens! well.. nothing much to say also.. wat can i do.. maybe i did wrong thing.. or maybe i dint.. diff ppl have diff viewS.. *sigh* Mmm.. actually went to buy phone[N73].. but the promotion is not wat i think.. i tot i only have to pay $40 plus more to get the phone as i have $150 vouchers.. so end up nv buy.. SADDED..

26 dec, at first was went to k box wit yumei.. after dear, yanhao, wenqing, steven, wilfred, hanlin came.. after awhile something happen, make my mood spoiled.. after that went 344 awhile and went off.. when at 344, super duper emo.. cos i think this time i too overboard le.. 1st time i treat a person like this.. i tot he can take it.. wrong~! well.. think i really too 'guo fen' le bah.. really really feel sorry about it[REALLY].. now i will try to control le.. hmmm.. well next day [27th] he never reply my msg while we sms halfway.. dun bother about it 1st.. let each other cool down 1st? LOL..

hmm.. while blogging halfway, he suddenly msg me, asking me sleep le ma? SHOCKED! asking me to acc him.. DOTs.. hmm..

did i really change? or ppl change? i have no ideas why things happen alrr, wait till now den say.. dun because of "this" thing and say, it is other thing and make use of this chance to say me.. i noe others may not think wat i think, but wat i do is not wrong, is ok wat.. but i did listen to ur advise.. or maybe i shoudnt had told u the thing and make things worst..



pingg
2:35 AM




Tuesday, December 26, 2006

wEeeEEe.. christmas over~

24th DEC - after work went to wilson kor hse to celebrate his birthday cum chirstmas.. bored at there.. after cutting his cake, den around 1 plus went to orchard.. ROUNDING~ WEEEEE~~ sat at kor's sister's fren car~ haha.. his car is honda civic *if im not wrong*.. so shiok~ haha.. round for few round.. finally round le.. cos everytime we wait for tpS to go off and in e end we dun have rounding~.. happY.. went home 5 plus as his fren and me dint went to eat lor mee.. so he sent me home~

25th DEC - almost whole day, i spend at working~ LOL.. after work, went back to amk k pool meet wilfred, liwei, yumei, andrew, yunzhi, jonathon, vesper, yvonne, hanlin and ben.. suddenly! yumei say out one name make me shock.. *DU* *DU*.. really shocked.. as this person called and told me he reach singapore [went malaysia] and was eating dinner with his fren.. and i told him i at k pool.. and YET after half an hour, i saw him at k pool.. chatted awhile.. well.. after that went s 11 slack awhile with my frens and change to a void deck.. keep on raining and we got stuck.. after that they decide go home le.. left me and wilfred.. so i decide to meet the person as he was around the place.. met him and we stuck at multi storey car park cos RAINING.. well.. so he asked his brother to come and fetch him.. total 5 ppl jus nice to squezze a car.. LOL.. went to gelyang eat.. after that went to play snooker.. from 4 plus till 10 plus we were there.. LOL.. take a nap at there cos ITS really tiring after working whole day and insufficent slp for the past few days.. he wake me up when they play finish and went to had our breakfast.. his bro and his fren are really funny.. they loveS to play "torturing" game.. haha.. wont forget! really fun and funny!! cant stop laughing.. i reached home at the afternoon, and it's still RAINING.. been out for more than 24 hours.. LOL..

around 8 plus den wake up.. annie dear was at amk but i dint go.. she meet edwin, wilfred,, blah blah blah.. *cos dunno got who* LOL.. why i can blog today? COS IIM OFF today.. FINALLY AFTER ONE WHOLE WEEK of WORKING.. this whole week i had played alot.. worked whole day, at night go out till 4, 5 plus.. next morning work again, and it continueS for one whole week without fail~~ never play so much as before.. luckily i dint fall sick.. but if i continues like this, ITS real bad for the health!..

will you be the one to let me lean on forever?
just the back will do..



pingg
9:36 PM




Sunday, December 24, 2006

I HAd NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!! LOL.. busy busy busy.. tml christmas alrr~~

hmm.. EMO time maybe.. cos something happen that i dun wish to say.. HAIX.. why this have to happen it again!! i dun wish to.. argh..

been working so many days without any off or rest.. everyday after work sure never go home straight.. [22 DEC] before work, meet liwei, yunzhi, weishan, yumei.. SHOPPING.. but i was late and im working at 430, so i go there awhile and say bye bye.. [LAME] after work, meet ah xiang, went boat quay cos his fren's birthday.. not that fun.. cos all dunno one.. stay there not very long.. went to eat MAC.. den meet some one, until 7 am i den reached home.. next day working at 12 and im late for work for 1 hour.. COOL rite.. LOL.. worked whole day again.. at night dear come find me after work.. went k pool find my frens and slack at s 11 awhile.. i went home 1st due to the "kick" of sleeping! HAHA.. but yet im at here blogging.. LOL..



pingg
3:47 AM




Friday, December 22, 2006

reached home not long.. BOOOO.. TIRED after whole day working.. LALALA.. hmm.. after work, went to mrt, meet benny and YC.. hehe.. we went to k pool play awhile den benny went off cause he meeting some one else.. left two of US.. hmmm.. around 12 plus went to MAC slack awhile and go home~~~

He got hang the bear i gave him~ LOL... HEHE!!



pingg
1:52 AM




Thursday, December 21, 2006

YEA~ MAYBE SHE'S RIGHT.. you shouldn't had let me come to this world in the first place.. if so, i wont be everytime *DU* EMO.. for the first time you had hurt me so deep [ you wont know how much it hurts ] !!!!! so deep that i wont forget! i know you got no choice but to let me come to this world.. SO, im not the one who can decide.. IS YOU..



pingg
1:04 AM




Wednesday, December 20, 2006

YAWNS..!! jus wake up not long.. weather soOoOooO SHIOK[for sleeping] lorr.. hehe!!

yesterday work for whole day.. quite tired.. during work have lotS of fun with the aunties la.. haha.. whole day have been raining and YET, so many customers come.. CHRISTMAS coming.. people are getting gifts for their loves one, fren, etc etc.... hmmm..

after work i went to k pool find Li Jie[he's lucky].. chat with him on the phone once and find that he quite funny and interesting.. Mmm.. so met him for some rounds of pools.. and we take last bus home.. the last bus passed us when we walking to the bus stop.. DIAO..!! it was raining heavily.. in the end we slack at s 11 and Mac.. chat & chat & chat is wat we do for 4 hours.. LOL.. reached home 4 plus.. wash up and ZzZzZZzZzZzzz lu.......

for this week, i will be working from tuesday to monday.. for ONE WHOLE WEEK im working without any off.. gonna be DEAD MEAT alrr~ haha..



pingg
12:10 PM




Monday, December 18, 2006

LACK OF SLEEPING..!!! so tired this few days.. past four days nv really sleep enough.. but finally yesterday night i got enough sleep[14 hrs] le.. YEAH! muhahaha..

holiday started.. christmas also coming soon.. gonna be LONELY CHRISTMAS i had for this year.. first time to experience it.. Mmm.. some how i dun wish for this holiday.. i dunno why.. or maybe i noe i will get to see him lesser.. well~ the previous holiday happened alot of unexpected things.. really UNEXPECTED.. but some how things changed after skool reopens.. hmm.. how bout this holiday? *AWAITs*

just now look thru those "msn" talk with him.. HAPPY MEMORIES.. hmmm.. and there goes EMO again.. BLAH! he's so busy and me too.. but i still have time to think of him.. does he?

back to the time please!
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU



pingg
2:48 AM




Thursday, December 14, 2006

raining raining raining.. soOoO cooling~ but having *headache*.. sian.. so tired for the whole day.. afternoon started raining, i also started feeling sleepy.. HAHA.. cos the weather IS *DU* good for SLEEPING.. maybe im really tired OR im jus LOVEs sLeeping that much.. HAHA!!

TUESDAY night - went to ah xiang's chalet.. his frens all are friendly.. reached there, eat, play heart attack and TARROT cards.. hmm.. about the tarrot cards, my relationship was not that good.. i have to fight for the relationship i want, in order to get the person.. *eyes rolling* LOL.. the last card i get is ; the heart with 3 swords go thru[heartbroken].. see alrr also noe wat it mean la.. LOL.. anyway.. this kind of thing is up to you to believe.. went home around 1 plus cos kor drive me home ma..

WEDNESDAY - never go skool.. becos im busy for that day.. LOL.. early morning went to casting as that time my agency called me that "this" company is looking for people.. well.. so i take cab and went to look for the company.. is at the 8 floor.. i reached outside the company, i keep looking whether izit this company.. cos it's oak3 film.. went in and had a audition.. ACTING! cool.. act lil bit in front of the camera.. kinda nervous.. the person told me the film is for the clients see so if they wans me, they will contact me again..

went off and take bus meet wilfred at tpy.. acc him to look for job awhile and went to play snooker few rounds.. around 3, he acc me to SSDC.. cos im having BTT.. ARHHHH.. i failed!!! i did check thru the answer and im confident in it.. but !!!! failed.. after taking, i keep complaint to wilfred.. book for BTT again and we headed back to amk.. went k pool play few rounds of pool.. totally no mood to play.. keep missing.. COS i jus cant imagine i failed.. SADDED.. around 6 plus went to tpy and meet dear.. went safra, meet kor cos they having tournament at east side.. kor and HIM play first.. keep looking at him play.. hehehaha!! in the end he lose.. sadded for him..

while watching others play, i passed him the "bear"[the bear's head is big enough to hide the body, hp accessories] and a fisherman sweet[for his sore throat].. he abit shocked why i pass to him.. haha!! den he open, he said : " dun tell me is........... haha". take out alrr, he happily playing with the bear.. funny him.. den kor saw it, start to say something about us.. kor said : " nowadays mei mei also dunno for wat, next time at chalet ask HIM to drive u home". HE replied : " bicycle can?" HAHAHA.. happy happy happy~

watch finish the tournament, jin wei and HIM sit andy's car back to safra, ning sit kor's car, dear sit peggy's car and me sit echo's car.. haha! the "red car" VOOM VOOM.. COOL~ loveS sitting his car~ hahaha.. went to eat and went home after that.. tiring day i had..



pingg
8:42 PM




Tuesday, December 12, 2006

EVERYTHING HAPPENS OR CHANGED
[ and i mean every lil things ]
BECAUSE ; ;
THERE'S ALWAYS A REASON BEHIND
THE BEST MEDICINE
IN THE WORLD
- LOVE -
Only silence everywhere ; ;
And so much left unspoken ; ;
Got so many memories ; ;
But it's not enough
* * - There's never a right time to say goodbye - * *



pingg
11:33 AM




Monday, December 11, 2006

BOOOOO.. haha.. today i never go skool.. cos im sooooooo tired to wake up..

SATURDAY - working halfway, my supervisor let me go early cos im sick!.. well.. before i go, she let me eat some med and im feeling better le.. she's a good supervisor.. cant imagine i have work there for 2 years.. wooot.. all those auntie treat me so good and maybe becos of this i stay there for past 2 year..

well.. after that ah xiang come orchard and meet me.. he good la.. i just say i alone den he come down all the way to find me.. **ah xiang, dun see this and float horr.. hahaha!!!** went to eat our dinner.. HE IS *DU* BIG BUSINESS MAN.. from the time i meet him till we eat dinner until met his fren, HIS PHONE KEEP RINGING.. NON STOP.. when we eating, alot of ppl keep looking at him.. seems like doing millons over business.. haha!!

around 10 plus i went to upp thomas to find yumei, liwei, andrew, weishan, jonathan, yunzhi, jonathan, hanlin, versper, yet tat, ben.. went to wine flair and drink relax~~ and im msging with him cos my line connect back again le.. he said after league he should be ok[as in free] really have to wait till feb??
dunno..~~ =(

after drinking went to downstair and have supper[FAT] den talk nonsense thing.. *DU* funny.. i keep laughing and laughing NON STOP.. all thanks to MR WU.. haha.. dun wan say his full name out.. around 4 plus, hanlin call his fren to drive him, yet tat and me home.. WOOOT.. his car.. chio sia!.. cooool.. got 5 meters lorr.. den he do stun.. KAOZ.. really stun.. haha..

SUNDAY - wake up and preparing to go work alr and dear call.. she acc me chatted from my hse to my work place.. she talk about her thing [MOS] den i say about our thing lorr.. ONE day nv meet only, we missed each other so much.. haha.. when going to reach my workplace, i saw something!!.. the big version of SSH.. my goodness!! each and every memoryS of him burst out thru my mind!! and there's goes EMO again.. DOTS.. argh.. those memory is just so sweet, i wont forget!!.. after work, i went to take a look of SSH again.. sold out alrr!!! i dunno why when sold out alrr im feeling down.. anyway that was not meant to be mine.. hmm.. sadded..



pingg
5:21 PM




Friday, December 08, 2006

mMm.. kinda playing MIA like that.. seems like avoiding something or....?? emo?? dunno~~

EMO startS..
the only things that keeps me going and continue to "crazy" about you, just 2 things.. ur msn puts "CCP in progress" & msn pic.. those picS are we used to draw and express how we feel.. the msn pic u put, the meaning is, u will keep holding on to my hand and wont let go... the heart inside has a "U" referring to me..

yesterday he msg me.. : "Peekaboo. Wanna say good night to you again.. Haha.. Night night.. Take care! Hee..<3"

gone "crazy" after reading it.. cos, its been a long time u last type <3 ..
actually i do miss you alot.. hMm.. this time i dint reply him again.. will he start to anyhow "think"..?

btw...
ZHENG YUAN CHANG IS *DU* *DU* *DU* *DU* *DU* HANDSOME..!!!
hahaha..!!



pingg
1:27 AM




Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Once you told me, there's only one, and you are the only one.
Once you told me,
heart you and <3<3.
Once you told me, the mesmerizing word.
Once you told me, its not just a crush.
Once you told me, CCP.
Once you told me, im your baby, baby eggie.
Once you told me, you will start to love calling me cause you dun like it at first.
Once you told me, im the important one.
Once you told me, i can pipopipopipopi you.
Once you told me, i can be someone that she wont be.
Once you told me, im CTT and pig tai tai.
Once you told me, you'll just hold my hand like that.
Once you told me, how do you know i miss you? don't you?
Once you told me, just give you some time.
Once you told me, you also want to dream about the dream i had.
And once again you told me, you dont want to .... , dun wish to too.
~Once and Forever~
all these kept in my heart from the beginning till [dunno]....
from the day i bought my watch with you..
my watch continues "ticks ticks ticks ticks"..
the day that changed..
OR
~The One Last Time~



pingg
12:37 PM




Tuesday, December 05, 2006

wEeEEeeEEe... TODAY HAD SO MUCH FUNs!!! wahaha..

formal wear for SSG and put make up.. everyone look so good [all my pretty gals!].. woot.. takes lots lots of picS.. gonna upload the picS soon.. hehe!! my elindaBF look like "DONG SHI ZHANG" and im her "SECRETARY" and weishan, peining, peiyu, irene were "XIA SHU".. LOL..


elindaBF [my boss] and me.. hehe!!


everyone's legs were so tired cos we are not use to the heels.. LOL.. sat at cafe one slack awhile and weishan decide to go home change and go out.. deciding on swimming? sentosa cycling, sun tan[not for me pls! HAHA!!]? in the end?

we decided to go VIVO city.. haha.. cos when i reach amk, it was about to rain le.. plan changed.. met them about 5 at VIVO and we went SHOPPING!! woot~~ peiningGF and elindaBF bought shirt from ZARA den annieDEAR bought slipper.. weishan and me bought nothing~ haha.. but if i got money le i wanna go TOPSHOP, ZARA, FOREVER 21 !! boOhOo.. we went to a Hong Kong Restraunt for our dinner.. Very Very Very fun at there.. took LAME videoS and picS.. while taking video halfway, my leg suddenly CRAMP.. *DU* pain.. all of them keep laughing at me.. cos it cramp and my toes is like stick together.. haha.. FUNNY! SO FUN LORR!! nice memories to keep! hehe!!

today is one of my fren birthday.. CEESVIN.. happy birthday to him.. well.. although he dint wish me but i stil will wish him lorr.. surprise for wat.. still fren ma.. need to be like that one meh.. anyway i cant do anything~ its his choice~.. =)

im missing HIM~ cant msg him.. plus his com spoil.. cant switch on, so no msn with him.. hmmm..



[- all i want for christmas is you -]





pingg
11:25 PM





CHOCOs from Adam(Didi) ! ! long? haha..



woot.. he jus msg me.. LOL.. make me gooooo crazy.. he sms :
" Hey.. Wanna tell you good night and sweet dreams.. Tot of you! Lol.. Night..

hehehahahhehehaha.. BUT!!!! i cant reply him.. BOOOOOO...



pingg
12:59 AM




Monday, December 04, 2006

MONDAY..!! i dint late for my lesson.. woot.. haha.. noe why? cos i ask my dad to drive me to skool.. if not i also late one lorr.. DOTs..

reached skool, went in the class was SO COLD (burrr...) and like tis i have flu.. GO* D*** IT.. most angry is that today weather is *DU* HOT and like that also can get flu.. makes me sneeze and slpy lorr.. ARGH.. saw him in class today.. nothing much to say anyway~ hmmm.. take bus 72 home, fall asleep.. when i wake up, alr reached yio chu kang mrt station.. DIAO!! stupid flu makes me gone into deep sleep.. lucky my hse near yck mrt only.. reached home.. SLEEP again.. haha.. wake up, cooked maggie mee for my dinner.. use com, watch vcd den kor called.. he near my hse and he ask me eat dinner le ma.. DOTs.. jus ate maggie mee lorr.. shld call earlier ma.. LOL.. den acc him and eko to s11 eat.. reached home and blog le lorr..
*sniff* later going study awhile and slp le.. tml BUSY DAY!!

SUNDAY NIGHT - dear acc me buy my SSG office wear.. went to G2000 and bought my skirt.. actually wanna buy the shirt(so nice) but $$$ if not enough for this month.. SAVE! so for tml SSG i will borrow my sis's shirt.. went cine ate my dinner.. ate finish, take lift to second floor, dear saw xiao jie, me saw deli.. both of us shocked!! LMAO.. deli ask me wanna go play pool, i dun wan de.. but dear wanna play so go up lorr.. play a few rounds and we go off lu..

headed back to amk, go take my birthday present from my DIDI(adam) at mac.. the present is so big!! one meter long !! and god knows wat is this.. jus nice, i reached mac, lester msg me.. he at k pool so i take le go up k pool find him lorr.. chit chat awhile and go off.. while walking to ATM to withdraw money for cab, i heard some one behind says : " ehh!! that's my fren.. !" i turn around, saw adam and his fren.. i jus smile back and continues walk.. den adam approach me and ask me wanna join his frens for supper.. ok lorr.. so went to s11 and they order food.. dun wanna eat one.. but adam take the bowl for me ask me eat abit.. eat abit lorr.. "tian ji chou" nice nice~

went home around 130.. the first thing i reached home is open the PRESENT!! haha!!! guess wat he gave?? CHOCOLATES!! the packaging is long.. LOL.. but thanks alot to my didi.. wondering he buy le den take around........ cos is so big lorr.. funny!! when i take le alot of ppl keep looking at me lorr.. paiseh.. LOL..

ARH!! to my frens!! my hp cant call out or sms le.. haha.. nv pay hp bills.. but i still can recieve calls and sms.. so anything just call me..



pingg
11:35 PM




Sunday, December 03, 2006

just the start of the week and im so busy alr!! LOL.. so busy rushing over here and there + next week got two CA test.. getting more and more busy!!

1 DEC(FRI) - woke up and was going to late for skool already.. went to co-op shop buy my soya bean, den H8 was waiting for me and cut wanlin's cake.. in e end i reached, they cut, eat finish and left one piece for me.. yummy.. den went home straight after skool cos i have a interview at 5.. preparing.... and i meet kor at tpy.. he send me and dear to the interview place.. finish interview already is 6 plus.. me and dear headed to cine long john and eat our dinner.. whole day was so hungry and finally my lunch + dinner.. LOL.. after dinner went to shop for my shoes.. when going back to cine to slack and wait for kor, we saw joeyDIDI.. my classmate.. jus so sudden we three went to watch movie.. cos nothing to do.. LOL.. watched finish was around 2 plus alr.. dave wanna meet dear to pass her back her braclet.. and dave's fren Ryan send us home.. WHOLE DAY WAS SO RUSH..


2 DEC(SAT) - advance celebration for yunzhi's(ex dear) birthday.. with only 4 hours rest i have to play for the whole day.. 7 plus wake up and meet my group of frens.. she invite us to his dad's yacht.. out to the sea.. looking at the big big sea....... my mind goes so peacefully and made my mind so relax..... thinking alot alot of things..... LOL.. from morning till afternoon dint eat anything.. around 1 plus they start BBQing and i so anxious.. Soooo hungry.. ate some and i find that the "kick" is coming.. VOMIT.. vomit out wat i ate and take a rest.. insufficient slp + after vomit + head *DU* "heavy".. and i fall asleep.. everyone was fishing and im slping.. haha.. wake up around 4 plus.. chit chat awhile and we headed back to land.. WOOT.. land is always the best!! haha.. *no shaking left and right*

went amk s11 eat after that k pool.. feeling so good becos everyone was there.. play awhile and its time to go home.. but i meeting kor so stay at k pool played wit dear a few arounds.. dave and edwin came to meet dear and they play.. so i ask chu ping play snooker lorr.. around 130, andy come and fetch dear and me to cine carpark.. alot of ppl there lu.. sat at (eko) car.. woot.. LOL.. dear shld noe why i woot bah.. LOL.. den all of us went to eat lor mee at 4.. nice nice~ reached home 5 plus.. with only 4 hours of slp, im outside for 20 hours without rest.. ZzZzZzZzzzZZZzZz..

today!! sunday! usually i will be working but i OFF.. HEHE.. wanna rest also cannot.. early morning being disturb by my sis.. BOOOO.. spoil my mood..

think later will be meeting dear and shop for my formal wear for this tuesday(SSG) where to shop? *headache*

happy birthday my gal WANLIN.. all the best to u~ muacks!



pingg
12:08 PM