20 hours slp is so ?? shiok??
woke up and i msg him.
feeling
confused.
blur.
seems helpless.
sad.
tearing inside out.
blah blah BLAH.
but im not crying. no worries.
numb?
i jus asked him, is ccp stil in progress?
he reply, i only can say my feelings haven fade
but i dun want to give you false hope.
*BLUR*
should i happy or NOT?
after i had post this, his another reply
its not fair to call you to keep waiting. if you found someone can make you happy.
go ahead. you happy i also glad for you.
*totally thknotrnhjolkrtmjrmjptfJRJNKRY*
i only wants you. dun you understand?!
he asked me to let him noe if i have some one in mind.
he don't do not dun careS
