yesterday was our gers meet up. cool. its been very very long time since we meet up. the last time was on my birthday celebration. 7 of us still get along well and chatted alot. and all of us were so engross with jasmine's nintendo. LOL. fun siol. last time when we were still in secondary skool, we always ask that will we still be as good after we graduate. Me, was the one who leave the skool first. then, i remember they were so sad when i was not around with them at the new term starts. they even told me they wanna cry out. LOL. cos although we all were in diff class, we still waited for each otherS to the canteen. they always gather up in my class and go together. well~ that was past alrr. sweet memories huh? our 7 sister story. haha! COOL.

in the middle of the night, i cried to myself. did i really gave up on him? i dun wish too but i have to. sooner or later, i will tell him i gave up le. just that i have not prepare yet. he told me to inform him if i had some one in mind. thanks for everything that you gave. you got nothing, but maybe just purely your "cute-ness" and "lame-ness" that i love. you did sacrificed your precious time for me at the start, and i really appreciated. because of me, you play your fav lan gaming and snooker lesser. i still remember the m&m chocos and lollipop that you gave when im emo. at that point, i was really selfish that i dun even share with other people. cos i know maybe this is the first time and the last time. you also did gave me alot of surprises. during the waiting time, i learnt that i dun have to be together with you but as long as you are happy, im happy.

and sometimes i wonder can i be les? i really thought of it. =]