oh well, 9 of May. very very familiar since past few days i had seen this date. is the date that im attacted to mr. Kan. 3 years ago, two naive kids got together and they were so happily living in their naive world. no communation problems at all, so comfortable having one another by its side. somehow things changed. as mr. Kan had bad temper and quarreling is what they do after day by days. hurt so deeply and badly. making him happy, sacrifising alot of things, just only wanna be with him. sooner or later, broke off.
after 7 months, mr. Kan contact me back. wanted to patch up but being rejected. somehow, the things he do, felt touched and relationship got back. kids become grown up, and things dun always goes smoothly. freedom is what he wants. and bad temper returns. letting him chiong with his frens is a wrong thing i've done. ONCE is enough. got to know this ger and start to neglect his relationship. after i found out, was really regret. should'nt let him have the freedom. he felt sorry and i really hate myself. no trust in da relationship. spot checking each other phones, asking who called, blah blah blah~ and well. enough is enough. so ended the relationship at 6th of october.
sacrifising my own best frenSS, accompany him all the way, cant meet my own frens. he is the 1st 2nd 3rd priority. no more 4th and 5th ~~~.
after so long never saw him, today saw him and his GF holding hand.~ all da BEST! =]
