this date. chen yong cheng birthday. was so emo for the whole day.

17th May, Thursday - stay at home slack almost the whole day, at night 10 plus meet ah xiang's group at boat quay. drink till halfway, kinda have quarrel with someone. den emo got worst. tears hold back. ting! my phone alarm rings. 12am, 18 may - HIM's birthday. called him and wish him happy birthday. he pick up so fast that i haven got myself prepared.

me: halo
him: ah
me silent. tears drop.
den conversation starts. blah blah blah

emo get worst. hide in da toilet and calm down myself. also argue with someone and cried. after boat quay,went kenneth house for mahjong. until morning, went home sleep.