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Sunday, September 30, 2007

FRIDAY 280907
at night, went Central with ivan. after 3am closed, i went over to those jie jie's house and continue drinking. ivan was too tired so he went home. those jie jie was funny la. that night was so happening. one of the jie jie just drive without license after had so much liquor. cause its nearby only. drink until 6 am and sleep. sleep all the way till 11 plus, went back home and work.


SATURDAY 290907
had too much liquor, and here come my gastric again. acid out. feeling so unwell. finish work, while on the way to Central, IS DAMN SUAY CAN?!?!! ARGH.. sprained my ankle. at first i thought nothing happen, just abit swollen. BUT today morning!!!!! pain till i hardly can walk.

ivan brought me to see doctor. really thanks him alot. when the chinese doctor rub my leg, i just grab ivan's arm so hard. and i just cried so badly. how long he rubs equals to how long i had cried. IS DAMN FUCKING PAIN. the doctor was so scare i would kick him with another leg, and he asked ivan to hold my leg. that was funny. but i just cried all the way.



THE VERY FIRST TIME ! !



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pingg
9:01 PM




Wednesday, September 26, 2007

my mum always had a traditional way that eating red egg on your birthday is good. so cute of my mum. i think she was too busy to make it all red, soo......

while eating halfway i then notice that beside of the smiley that some more wording. LOL. my brother and i felt the the smiley seems abit eerie. LOL. but THANKS MAMA.



at night went my cousin's house, had so much funs. play with my niece and nephew. they are so CUTE. and the house was really big.



after that, went explorer. had some drinks, blah blah blah. all were kinda bored but only min jie and i was so self entertain. LOL. after everything, while send zen back home, i do something WRONG. that was really guilty. really "wan chu huo" as keith said.
because of this ----
but thanks vincent for this as present. LOL



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pingg
3:41 PM




Tuesday, September 25, 2007

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME !!


wahaha. oh my. i have spend my half day at home. slacking. but still alright as i was waiting for my present too.~ i had recieve nos. of present from my frens. and one more came too. FROM DERRICK TAN. LOL. the present was mail to me, make me smile for so long and ITS SO SURPRISING. thanks alot to YOU, DERRICK TAN. hahaha.

there are six pages of wording that he wrote. abit lazy to upload, overall kinda funny one. LOL.


really so happy till........., SPEECHLESS. and! will be heading to my cousin's house soon to bbq. family gathering and for mooncake festival. heard my mum said its has 5 floor. including basment. im so sua gu!


thinking back last year, mooncake fes, he helped me to celebrate. with the heart cake. BOO. and the diff between having a bf and dun, to celebrate birthday, is so much diff! LOL.

oh ya!
im going to get the 14 flavour "small lollipops" key chain. LOL. LOLLIPOP promotions.


thanks for all ur presents.






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pingg
5:08 PM




Monday, September 24, 2007

i dunno what is going about.
i tried.. tried to think positive.
but no matter how i think, ther's no link to it.
what's happening?!!!
i really wanna know!


**wild thoughts running thru my mind**



all i want is him.


but, i think i have cling for too long. maybe its time to ........
and, it's in order not to let me emo so much.

few more hours to my birthday but DAMN.
actually im not emo, but YOU. what have you done?


sometimes, you take my weakness for granted. its okay!
i always learn to forgive and forget.
but end of it, i wont know what i become to.
dun test me. i have my limits too.


and YOU!
i hate this feeling. everything have a reason behind it.

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pingg
7:09 PM




Sunday, September 23, 2007

damn. had a strong feeling that im gonna change job le. LOL. its DAMN TOO far la. any nearer place for me? introduce please~~~

CHALET. first time being the "owner" of the chalet. i hope everyone had fun, although im not a good host. keep running here and there. thanks for the present that you all gave. opening a chalet is not that easy. TIRING. thanks to my real sis that she bbq all the way. haha.

im so glad that many turn up. the most unexpected is zen. LOL. den my H8 group especially MY BF elinda. and many many.............

after cutting cake, saw him. WAH. the feeling was............ speechless. thinking back, last year my birthday had BBQ at amk. and he came down too. its been past one year alrr! "old words" TIME FLIES. its seems just happen yesterday. i dunno why but i just held back my tears. i can be strong to other things, but a failure to that.

at the late night, accompany chan meng chit chat alot. he was feeling down. i was there to console him, and ppl thought that he's my bf. oh please. we are just very good de xiao xue peng you. LOL. i treat the way how ppl treat me.

i demand when im really need it, and thanks butt for helping. LOL.



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pingg
2:28 PM




Friday, September 21, 2007

im so tired. booo. but i CANT SLEEP.
tml i will be having chalet. COOL. thanks yumei.
last min one. so if i never invite you. SORRY~



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pingg
1:31 AM




Monday, September 17, 2007

my phone need to see a DOCTOR alrr. LOL. been ages since i took some pictures.






COSY BAY top view. really WOOT! NICE. but pictures too dark.






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pingg
12:11 AM




Sunday, September 16, 2007

i was so stun when i saw the time. i couldnt believe it. i really hate myself. WHY WHY WHY??!! why is this happening. ARGH. this is the only chance!

i overslept for his POP. hais. im really sorry. REALLY. he's not angry but i just cant forgive myself. sooooo emo until i WANNA DRINK.

so went over to e bar. one of my fren is working there, and its a gay pub so i feel its saver to drink there. only yumei and me went drinking. kinda funny rite. two gals went pub to drink. wat to do, cause im emo-ed. LOL. open martel. i went drinking so long, for the first time the balance is under my name, as i pay for it! WAHAHA. and of cos. drank alot. chan meng and kai hoe came too. they asked why i open martel. well. story starts and so goes to my tears too. ryan was shocked. LOL. kept crying till my eyes kinda swollen. got better, and funny thing happened.

i kept pouring very "thick" for them to drink, and when yumei wanna pour, a gay walked pass. he doing a hand sign, "asking yumei still ok ma?" yumei straight away ask him LA PA 3 sec. den i join in too. the gay so funny. maybe next time he can be my sister. WAHAHA.

ryan was kinda jealous. =/ i dunno wat's does that means.



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pingg
1:27 PM




Saturday, September 15, 2007

oh well. i think i had spend my week to the "MAX"

but i hate it alot. no enough sleep. everyday i only sleep for 2 to 3 hours. ITS TIRING ONE CAN?!

accompany ivan almost one whole week, as he going ns tml. monday moo moo came back. as his car buang and few week i got no chance to see moo moo.

wednesday was kinda moody. ivan was late for 45mins and while waiting i encounter something. i was listening to my mp3, this uncle keep looking from me far. den he approach me, asking what's the time now. i told him the time and he still stand beside me. conversation start.

uncle: waiting for friends ar?
im thinking, this kind of thing say truth for wat? sooo,
me: ya, waiting for bf.
uncle: now studying or working?
me: now poly.
uncle: im henry and you? **trying to shake hand with me**
me: a stupid name i gave. LOL *****
uncle: parents will strict you alot ma?
me: ok la. if strict, why i can get a bf. **purposely emphasis to him**
stop for few seconds and he went off.

DAMN. first impression is SUGAR DADDY. yucks

after met ivan, actually was going Pepper Lunch for dinner but he so LONG. so angry. end up he bring me to Cosy Bay. omg! the scenery there is WOOT! nice LA! got time i upload the photos.
went hk st, drinking.

and TML is yong cheng's POP. he asked me to go.
at first he said i will go with his mum as our timing were crash for taking the invatation from him. today i called his mum for the timing and she said i will be going with his dad. his mum talk so friendly and funny.

well. got to wake up early tml. ciaos. nights.



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pingg
12:36 AM




Sunday, September 09, 2007

say goodbye to my black hair.

LOL.



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pingg
10:19 PM




Wednesday, September 05, 2007

im just so lazy to update. or rather say, no time?

everyday work work work, every night play play play. no time rest for me.
in one week, i had 48 hours dint sleep at all and keep working, playing. that is god damn tiring!

too tired till i overslept, the VERY FIRST TIME i keng MC. omg. i dunno how many years never see doctor alrr. i felt so nervous. last time even i had serious high fever, i dun see doctor. and now, for the sake of WORK. mmm. lucky the doctor gave me, due to my throat. he said if it become more swollen, operation needed. sigh.

and past few week, i have been eating good food. its either with those advertisement or alot of people say its nice. LOL.

to my dearest mum : I LOVE YOU, MUMMY!
i told her about my throat condition, i think she's worried and brew soup or liang cha for me. so touched. as from small she always make 3 of us so independence. if she noe we really cant cope, she will help. =]

morning i sent one forwarded msg to HIM. at night i reached tpy, i think of him. and my mp3 played, TUI HOU. everything was so coinicdence. and my phone rings.
ONE MESSAGE RECIEVED. from HIM. i was so shocked, i was thinking of him this minute, next minute got a msg from him. LOL. smsed abit. he asked whether i had found my mr right. SHOCKED. i say not yet. so i asked about him. he say not yet too. SOOOO.. i asked, is ccp still having the same meaning. he said, : yeah. lol. still got what other meaning.
was kinda blur, so i asked again. he said, : ya. same.
while having my dinner, my heart is smiling " shoulder to shoulder" HAHAHA! LAME ME.



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pingg
11:51 PM