i was so stun when i saw the time. i couldnt believe it. i really hate myself. WHY WHY WHY??!! why is this happening. ARGH. this is the only chance!
i overslept for his POP. hais. im really sorry. REALLY. he's not angry but i just cant forgive myself. sooooo emo until i WANNA DRINK.
so went over to e bar. one of my fren is working there, and its a gay pub so i feel its saver to drink there. only yumei and me went drinking. kinda funny rite. two gals went pub to drink. wat to do, cause im emo-ed. LOL. open martel. i went drinking so long, for the first time the balance is under my name, as i pay for it! WAHAHA. and of cos. drank alot. chan meng and kai hoe came too. they asked why i open martel. well. story starts and so goes to my tears too. ryan was shocked. LOL. kept crying till my eyes kinda swollen. got better, and funny thing happened.
i kept pouring very "thick" for them to drink, and when yumei wanna pour, a gay walked pass. he doing a hand sign, "asking yumei still ok ma?" yumei straight away ask him LA PA 3 sec. den i join in too. the gay so funny. maybe next time he can be my sister. WAHAHA.
ryan was kinda jealous. =/ i dunno wat's does that means.
