Today it’s Christmas Eve, my workplace a lot are giving out cookies, donuts, chocos, sweets and cakes. Almost all are chocolate flavour. Very soon, sore throat is looking me alrr. Chocos seasons, (too much chocos) *puke
Current feeling so sucks. not that I dun like Christmas but something from family , making me so pissed off. F*** up one. I hate this kind of feeling. This few days seems like running away from home. I can see that my mum is upset due to everyday argument at home, sorry. Hmm.. Today got no choice; have to go over to my cousin house.
What are friends for? Everyone should know it. But somehow people are so funny.
Jealousy - mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness.
Yes, people do feel jealousy and some are having evil mindset, they would do anything just to snatch it from you. Even they don’t get it, they are still happy as you don’t get it too. I tried to close one eye as I still want this relationship. People who know me well, I can be very mean. But still… I remain silent.
This “knot” I will always remember in my heart. Cause no one knows how that feels. Never will I forget this. =) nothing can amend the wrong you had done. I had enough! I may have a lot of friends. In my heart, true friends are unknown… and I’ll never know.
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